So Happy Today!!!

(28/7/08)

I m so haPpY today..... Finally can meet my dear after 2 weeks we haven't meet up.....

Ty so so so much for accompany me today, really appreciate all the time we had.....

We had a wonderful day..... *Muachx* *Muachx* *Muachx*

Although u came late, but it ok la.... I went shopping on my own although is a bit boring...

Some more cannot find the things that I want... so sad... although I found it but dun have my type...... Haih... So pity....

Anyway today the show X-Files was scary..... XD.... Maybe some of u all are not afraid.... :p

As for me I afraid of those needle and injection stuff..... Wakakakakaka..... That why.....

But overall the show ok ok only la.... Hehe!!!! Not many people watch some more today was Monday.... LOL......



Me & My dear DamieN at Times Square GasoLine..... ^^


Us aGain.... Hehe....... My Dear Damien act *Kawai* Lol......


I wonder when we will meet again.... So miss u!!!! TaKe CaRe!!!

Yeah.... FinaLLy I m free........... ^^

(25/7/08)

Yeah..... Woooo hooooo...... Finally I m totally free from EXAM and all the ASSIGNMENTS...

I m so haPPy and reLax now...... Weeeeeeeeeeeeee.....................

FinaLLy My holiday has started now.......... I can't wait to go out already...... Want to go shopping and hang out with my buddy and friends.... So miss them...

Hope that I can catch up with them with this holiday...... ^^

But aLthough I m holiday already BUT my PIANO EXAM is coming soon also....

Is on the 6/8/08....... So scary also.....

BUT I want to enjoy 1st.... Hehe..... That my main point.... BUT of course also need to take care of my mom also...... !!!!

Can't wait go shopping buy skirt and stuff.....

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My 1st tagged..... ^^

I got tagged by Janice..... ^^


Six Things I'm Passionate About:
1. Music
2. FoodS
3. God-Jesus
4. Family and Friends
5. Travelling
6. ShoPping

Six Things I Say Too Often:
1. What???
2. Yes.....
3. Oh no.....
4. Babi
5. Hmm....
6. Browny.... (my dog's name)

Six Books I Read (Recently):
1. the college notes..... (I know those aren't called books. But I couldn't think of anything else. LOL. I seldom read lately.)
2. Archie's comic =D
3. Nada...
4. Nadaa...
5. Nadaaa...
6. Nadaaaa...
[It's so pathetic-nya. I do not read?! Hmmph! Oh well, I've many books or novels at home
I still couldn't bother to open up and read. Let's make it simple then, READING is not my passion. Enough said. ;D]

Six Songs I Can Listen to Again and Again:
1. 98 Degree - Invisible Man
2. Gareth Gate - Say it isn't so
3. WesLife - I need You
4. WesLife - My Love
5. WesLife - If your hearT Not in It
6. Christina Aguilera - Reflection

Six Things I Learnt In The Past Year:
1. Smile to them, and they will smile back to you. Those who don't isn't worth for you, smiling back at them the next time.
2. Higher self esteem. =)
3. Ignorance can be a bliss.
4. More friendly and approachable.
5. More open minded in seeing things.
6. Be quiet when you're supposed to be. No point fighting back when you know it's not worth it.

Six People I Tag:
1. Lynnett
2. Jia Huei
3. Alvin
4. Simon
5. Wai Sin
6. Ann Sin

FinaLLy lefT one moRe finaL paPer....

(23/7/08)

FinaLLy I had finish 4 exam finaL papers...... Wooohoooo......

I still left one more final papers only..... That is on Friday..... So now at least can reLax a bit now.....

Wakakaka.....

Some papers really tough.... but some ok..... GOD really bless me with the exam.....

Pray for the results will be flying colours..... XD

This week final really make me so stress and tired..... Just only study study study....... Hehe....

aFter my final I will be having 3 weeks break for holiday...... can't wait till it come....

Anyway although I have holiday but my piano exam also is coming..... Aiyoyo....

Is on the 6/8/08..... Is like so soon also....... So scary.........

But of course when I finish my finaL exam..... I really want to take a break n relax....

Besides that I didn't go out for almost 2 to 3 weeks edi...... Arggg.... Only at home or go college or go church only.......

I aLso can't wait to meet my dear dear this Sunday...... So miss him........ *Sob* *Sob*

I really want go watch movie.... go shopping, etc.......

Just 2 more days Then I will be free......


Anyway, please continue to PRAY for my mom, her sickness is still haven't recover yet....

I really worry about her..... Me, my sis and my dad aLso very worry about her condition....

That day she just ate 2 string of mee then her FEVER HAD COME BACK.... is like so serious...

My mom cannot eat so many things..... Now even her face also like no flesh already.... I also dunno what to do..... Haih.....

Some time I even question myself...... Why Why WHy must this happen...... It just too challenging for me......... She onLy like eat bread, drink yogurt, etc.... she cannot eat any oily food or any oil foods.... rice also cannot.....

I really wonder if one person really did not eat any carbohidrat how can he or she survive....

My mom also feeling so hungry also but cannot eat anything....

It make me worry everyday.... Deep inside my HEART I ALWAYS CRY..... Sometime I did not cry out because I dun 1 my mom to worry......

I just onLy can continue to pray........... and ask form GOD Strength and Guidance and to Lead me...... and just have to take care of my mom........

I also want to say thank you for those that still keep praying for me n my mom n my family in praYer...... ^^

Even some of them also came to my house n visit my mom n my family, really appreciate it!!! Thanks people!!!!

FinaL is coming so Soon.....

(15/7/08)

I can't believe it..... Time is really passes by so fast..... Tick Tock Tick Tock.....

I still got around 4 more days is my final already..... Wao....

Haven't really started studying yet although I just study a bit but not much...... Haih......

When the times flies, my heart beat is even beat more faster....... :(

So scary huh.....

Anyway still have to study n finish my last assignment asap......

When I finish my final, I also need to practice my piano also..... Cause after my final I will be having my piano exam on the 6/8/08....... Can't really enjoy my holiday much after my final....

When I having finaL..... I will not write my blog.... Cause need to study.....

But will write my blog after I finish my finaL....... :)

I still can enjoy and relax.... BUT I still need to practice and finish up my piano exam..... After all the exam, then I can 100% ENJOY LIFE........ Although is only 1 or 2 weeks....

Better than nothing....... Hehe....... Can't wait till that day to come....... Now I feels so stress and tension.... Some time even at night I also cannot sleep well.......

Beside that, my mom is feeling better for now..... Just continue to pray for her..... Pray that the sickness will not be so serious....... I know this sickness Malaria is hard to cure..... It takes time...... ^^




Hmm................ I can't wait till tomorrow also....... Cause tomorrow is my sPeciaL day.......!!!!!!

Still got around 1 hours plus then the date Will be 16/7/08.............. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........................................

But I dunno whether we will celebrate tomorrow or after my final...... But we still will celebrate......

Finally we had been together about one month already..... Hehe........ Love ya so much!!!!!
Thanks you so so so much for all the things that you had done for me.... Really appreciate it so much.....

Thanks you for aLways being there for me........ *Muachx* *Muachx*

GambaTeh in Your study and Your work also k????? *Hug* *Hug*

My Mom is FinaLLy Home....

(12/7/08)


I m so HaPPy....

For your information... My mom finally discharge from the hospital already....

But still need to continue to pray for her health..... She is feeling better at least a bit...... :)

Praise GOD for that...

Anyway thanks you for all your prayer......... Really appreciate it!!!!!!


Time Flies so fast.... My final exam is coming so Soon.... It is just next Saturday..... Some more I left 1 more assignment...... Argg......

Need to study already!!!!

Worry aBouT My Mom!!!!

(9/7/08)

Today I went to visit my mom in the hospital around 6:30pm.....

She looks kinda pale and weak....... I really worry about her....

She stay in the Hospital for almost one week already........

The doctor finally confirm and said that she got MALARIA......... I was kinda shocked because it is rarely to have this sickness in the city....... *Sob* *Sob*

I really worry..... I thought my mom will have not so serious sickness.... BUT WHY WHY WHY????

Haih..... Anyway I also cannot do anything or do much..... I just have to SURRENDER Everything to the LORD.... GOD knows what he is doing.....


For ur information that who want to visit my mom.......

She is in Pantai Cheras Hospital near Leisure Mall....
2nd Floor room 2030....

Once u reach 2nd floor, then turn right......... then turn right again until u see the room number 2030......

Anyway I want to Thanks you to those people that are praying for me and my family.... Will keep u all update about my mom condition!!!!
Really appreciate for those that pray for us and went to visit my mom!!!!
I hope my mom will be all right and she will recover asap by GOD HeaLing Power!!!!!


I also kinda worry about myself.... FinaL exam is just around the corner............ ReaLLy need to study hard already!!!!

NoRmaL daYs as UsuaL....

(6/7/08)

TodaY is Sunday..... My Days today is just normaL days as usual like other days..... Hehe....

Nothing special happen.... Lol....

My Dear Dear Damien came to church with me as usual also lor.....

But miss Shuk Ling and Joshua la.... THey didn't come today.... Hehe..... :)

Only Lilian went cause she needs to play the tambourine.... ^^

Anyway today I did my assignments in church..... Wakakakakaka.... :P

I interview some of the parents.... I gave them a form to write.... Just to write simple answer only.... Hehe.....

Some parents when they do the form, they were so funny.... XD....
Dunno how to explain it..... Hehe.... Just Very Funny....

So after the interview, me and my dear dear went to Sungai Wang Gasoline to have lunch...

Pity my dear dear sick haven't recover, so he ate Noodle... While I ate French Style Fried Rice...... Hehe.......

After our lunch, we went to Times Square to buy ticket.... We watch HanCock..... Hehe..... We watch 1:30pm show.... Hehe......

While waiting for our show we went Boarder to see things......

The movie was quiet nice......... But in the cinema the person who sit beside my dear dear was really unexpected.... Lol....

When he tell me in the cinema, I was really 100% SHOCKED...... LOL :p

He told me that besides him was 2 LESBIANS.... They were doing those things...... EEwwwwwwwwww....... Disgusting.....

I myself also cannot stand it..... Haha.........

I wonder how u aLL feels if u saw a LesBian or a Gay doing those things besides u.....

I really cannot imagine it..... XD.....

Anyway after the show we went to walk walk a while then we go home.......

But I went to my grandmother house for dinner..... While my dear dear go home......

I saw my cousins at my grandmother house.....

After dinner, I went back home with my dad........

I took pic with my dear deat at TimeS Square be4 we Go Home.... ^^



Me and My Dear Dear DamieN!!!! ^^ *Muachx*



Us aGain!!!! *hug*


I Can't wait till 16 of July..... My SpeciaL Days!!!!

N I can't wait to finish my FinaL exam on the 10/7 till 25/7.....

I want my HoLidays......

Will PatientLy Wait till the dAys to come....

Oh No.... StiLL left 2 more assignments!!!!! GamBaTeh to My SeLf..................... LOL!!!! :P

I m Going Through DiffiCuLTy LiFe .....

(4/7/08)

This few days I m really going through a lot of difficulty and challenges in my daily life...

I seLdom have all this kind of problem or anything....

Those things reaLLy happen to sudden..... Some time I really cannot accept it.... It is just too hard for me.......

But this is reaLity.... we need to face it n move on........

My mom condition is still the same...... I m really worry about her..... Although I didn't go and visit her but I will asks my dad about my mom condition...... *sob sob*

Really needS To pray for GOD Miracle and HeaLing PowEr...... ^^

I wanted to go and visit her today but I can't cause tomorrow is my due date of passing up my group assignments!!!! So is like last minutes things.... Haih....

Make me really tension and so stress..... Me, Desiree and Irene were so stress out of re-doing the assignments.......

Haih......... :(


Some more my dear dear Damien sick edi.... no voice also..... N he had fever already....
He has to go for class in his college today also....
I pity him.... cause he needs to finish his class only can go c doctor...

He went to c doctor around 6pm.... Sob Sob..... I hope u r ok now....
ReaLLy worry about u..... Will pray for u.... prAy for GOD HeaLing poWer.....

This few days the weather really cause a lot of people sick......

Today when I do my devotion time.... the theme for today was Obedience is LOVE.....

I still remember in CAMP where Pastor Daniel said be4.... If We LOVE HIM, We must OBEY HIM...

Normally we all just love him but we did not obey him..... It really remind me that.....

When I did my prayer, I really cry out 2 the LORD and ask him lot of lot of questions.....

I reaLLy thanks GOD for that HE is ALWAYS THERE for me.....

I just reaLLy want to Say Thanks You so much for those who keep me and my FamiLy in Your Prayer!!!!

GOD Will AnswEr the PRayer when the Time it Comes!!!!

*Continue to have Faith & Trust in HIM for aLL things happen*

AMEN

GOD reaLLy TesTing my PaTient.....

(2/7/08)

Time reaLLy flies so fast n now is already JuLy..... Haih.....

Today I really have a really bad day...... So much things that happen today.....

Starting I really cannot take it, I really feel like giving up in everything, BUT I pray to GOD and asked HIM to help and guide me through this challenges and those things that happen to me...


As some of you all know that my mom got a sickness called "Pseudomonas sp." It is something like water virus....

Be4 that in the morning today, when I wake up, my mom already lying down on the sofa n resting, she told me that she dun feel well. I touch her fore head, she was having high fever. She told me that she went to clinic n see doctor already.

That time she was waiting for her blood test results...... She was like suffering...... Sob Sob :'(

I was so busy in the morning helping my mom to do this n that when she needs my help.....

I was so worry...... She suddenly feels like want to vomit sometime, I bring the pail n put beside her....

While she rest, I do all the house work till in the afternoon...... Quiet tiring also... But also must do.....

After around an hours like that, the doctor at the clinic called my mom n told her that her blood test results was out....... I asked my mom what did the doctor said, she said she got some kind of water virus in her body.... I was like huh???? What happen????

I think it might be because of those water from the valley or mountain since my mom like hiking......

After she told me, I drive my mom to the clinic to take her blood test results. Then I went home.... She took a cab to Pantai Hospital.... Sob Sob.... I actually wanted to drive my mom to the Pantai Hospital but my mom asked me to go back and she said she will take a cab.... I was very worry cause she is not feeling well and she said 1 2 take cab to that hospital.... Haih... Some more I dun usually drive so far yet.... N I scare I dunno what happen if I drive so far...... Haih...

Sorry mom....~~~~~~~ :'(

So I went home after I send my mom to the clinic..... I was so worry........

Till around 2pm, my dad came home early from work after he knew that my mom was not feeling well, so after my dad finish bathing n finish his early lunch, then me and my dad went to that hospital to visit my mom... see how things going...... Luckily my dad told me to take some clothes to the hospital in case my mom have to stay overnight in the hospital......We reach there around 3pm....

Haih.... I was so sad when my mom needs to admit to the hospital.... She will be staying for one day over there... It depend whether the doctor whether she can discharge tomorrow a not.... Haih...

My mom blood pressure was low.... N she look not well.... Me n my dad accompany my mom till she settle down in the hospital then we went home around 4 something.... Cause my sis got tuition at 5pm.... So WE need to go home.....

I cannot do anything for my mom.... What I can do is just to PRAY...... and take care of the house chores and stuff so that she will not worry so much......

Really hope she can discharge from the hospital asap..... Sob Sob.....

Besides that, my dear dear also having a bad n serious headache since yesterday and today he have to work..... His mom asked him to work.... Learn to repair car.... I also dunno why his mom asked him to work this job.... So weird.... Haih....

He leave his house around 8 something in the morning n finish work around 10pm....

Somemore he is having headache already.... Have to work till so late.... Pity him...... :'(

Just too many things happen to me..................

I have so many things to do n all this things is like making me NO MOOD TO DO my assignments and my tutorials...... Haih.......

Some more my final exam is coming so soon.... My final exam is on the 19-25 of July this month....

I m already STRESS OUT......... GOD PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH AND GUIDE ME.....

LEAD ME into the right way....... I really dunno what to do.........


Anyway Su May, thanks for the calls today.... Really appreciate it so so so much........ :)
Will keep u update in everything!!!! ^^

Today is really bad mood for me to go through all these.............

It makes me feels like screaming and yelling out my burden............ Haih.........

Whatever is it I still have to move on my LIFE........ Cause GOD has a purpose for me.....

AND GOD knows why ALL thESE things happen to me....... :)

He KNOWS what is HE doing.......

No Matter what will haPPen to me in the FUTURE................ I also will have to continue my LIFE........

although it is bad or good life I have, I still will Praise GOD for everthing for HE has done for me... AMEN.....